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Tuesday, February 12th, 2013
12:03 am
Goodnight my sweet,

Now while you sleep, hold your breath and welcome death.

I wish.

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Tuesday, January 10th, 2012
11:57 am - nyah
Stupid girlie hormones messing with my head. My emotions have been bizzare as anything recently.

In other news Sewing!!!! The skirt I'm working on at the moment is looking -amazing- I'm just worried about the top layer frills being too poofey. I shall keep sewing and see what happens!

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Friday, November 25th, 2011
11:53 am - Over!
Exams are done for another year. time to sit back and relax. By that I mean work lots, move house, get ready for Christmas and build my Froggie paludarium. I'm hoping all of this will be done and dusted by the new year. I want some time to sit and relax.

In other news I wish Australia post could make their story consistent. I call two different people, less than 10 minutes apart, one tells me the latest information on my package was on the 20th (in Tokyo) the second fellow told me it was in Melbourne as of the 22nd. I think their computer systems need revising.

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Friday, April 1st, 2011
8:10 pm - Llama.

I used to love that movie.

Now I'm being punnished because I ruined your day.

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Friday, February 18th, 2011
2:24 am - When I Die
I want oleander flowers on my coffin.

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Saturday, January 22nd, 2011
11:33 pm
Woo posting from my phone!! XD love this thing.

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Tuesday, August 17th, 2010
8:23 pm
I just want to say I love my Adom.

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Monday, July 12th, 2010
2:27 pm - Friday

I love you Adom.

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Thursday, July 8th, 2010
10:54 pm - Cyclone
I've never even needed to give this level of information to my Mum.

I'm not used to not being trusted.

I'm just an idiot.

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Monday, July 5th, 2010
1:41 am - White
I wish



See first statement.

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Saturday, June 26th, 2010
12:26 pm - Red
I had such a lovely night.
I really enjoyed leaving the noise with you to grab some food. I loved sitting there with you, chatting. I loved going back to the 21st and 'showing you off'. I loved going back to the noise and watching you dance. I've always loved watching you dance.
I loved coming back here and sitting around for a while chatting.

I love you, you are amazing.


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Thursday, June 17th, 2010
11:49 am - My baby girl- My Misty Dog
Last night Misty finally passed away, she was an old dog (15) but I will miss her.

To Misty-

I will miss you.

When we picked you up you slept on my lap all the way home. You were so tiny and soft. We got you home and you peed in my room becasue it smelt fammiliar, either that or you had decided you didn’t like me *smiles*. You loved mums little garden patch outside the laundry, with all the ground cover. It didn’t take you long to kill it however!!
You were a surprising destructive pup. Perhaps that’s why you loved birthdays and xhristmas so much, they were the only times it was encouraged to destroy the paper. You chewed through EVERYTHING. One christmas, mum was so happy that she had found you something she had been assured most dogs could not chew through- a littel red rubber ring. After unwrapping it and playing witht he wrapping paper for 15 minuets you turned your attention toward the toy, then promptly ate through it. You loved your sheepskins too, they were nice, warm and comfortable and apparently far too much fun to chew on. I will never forget that you ate my toy koala after you ate your own!
I will never forget the way you used to ‘suckle’ your blankets. “Where’s Misty?” she was there, in the games room, under the table tennis table, sucking on that big shaggy rug. In winter you were never more than a nose length away from the heater. You were just a sook of a dog!!
When we went any where without you, you would howl and howl. Apparenty it was so bad the neighbours thought you were being mistreated, you just had separation anxiety. We would come home to you racing around, and when we let you out the front, you would leap up and down that front wall as if it were just a step that could be walked up. You were an amazing athlete, running faster and jumping higher than I think we ever thought was possible for some one your size. A good hunter too.
The day you caught the rat with Rob!! You had it in your mouth, it still squirming around “kill it” and ‘click’ there was no more rat. He got in so much trouble for that! And Mums Mango!!!!!!! We didn’t think it would survive after you had your way with it and turned it into a stick. Turns out you were doing us a favour and got bigger and better than it ever had.
When we packed for Walpole you would get excited, you knew what was going on. Once we got to the end of the packing you would start to get in our way, jumping in the car when it wasn’t ready, just making sure we were gong to take you with us. Dad would say “out you get, go on.” So you would jump out of the back, find an open car door and jump in his seat! You were not being left behind, not if you could help it. When you were still little, while we still went to Che Sara, you ran into the fence and scratched yourself up, Mum being the awesome person she was stitched you up as you squirmed. In the morning, we came out to see you and you had pulled all the stitches out and made a bigger mess!
I will never forget how much you enjoyed the boat, playing in the shallow water out at the mouth, god you could bounce around. You would swim out with me once it got too deep, me on the boogie board, you there watching what I was doing. Out at Fernhook, I will never forget the day you sniffed out a stick or pebble we had thrown in the water. I didn’t even realise it was possible. It was a lot of effort to take you out there though. You barked at anything that may ‘attack’ the car. You didn’t want anything hurting those you loved.
When Rob and I used to play fight you would always jump in between us or take one of our sides, not wanting any one to be hurt. You almost always took my side because Rob was bigger!
You were an amzing friend and an awesome companion. When ever I cam home from school upset you would sit with me. You would sit there and let me cuddle you and cry into your fur. You would sit and I would ask you so many questions, tell you so many things and you listenned, waited till I was done then lick me. I would get annoyed with you for licking me then start laughing. I will never forget lying on the floor laughing after we had been playing ‘tap Misty’s paws and try not to get bitten’ and I fell asleep. So did you. When we woke I was lying next to you on my side with you infront of me, the same length as me with your back legs extended. I think there’s a photo of it somewhere.
When you were still energetic, when Dad was cooking on the barabeque and we were all standing around, you would stand up and put your front paws on the bricks so you could satnd tall with the rest of us and be at the same level (or taller than me as you were for quite sometime). You did the same upstairs on the balcony, standing up with us, you were never a dog, you were just a furry human.

I will miss you so much my baby girl, our Misty dog. I love you.

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Saturday, June 12th, 2010
10:01 pm - mlergh
Too many different types of stress at the moment. I would say that MAYBE one of them is a good stress.

Just getting bogged at the moment.

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Tuesday, June 8th, 2010
11:52 pm - Writer's Block: Instant wish
If you could have one--and only one--wish granted in the next five minutes, what would you wish? How do you think it would improve your life?

I would wish that there was no negative side to mental illness.

How would it improve society?
I know many people around me that would find life less difficult.
It could possibly allow for higher productivity(sp?)in general which gives the possibility of less money being spent on homeless/poor/mental institutions (No, I do not believe all homeless/poor have a mental illness, it is however one of the leading factors). This in turn could lead to better education and health and or a decrease in taxes.

How would it change my life?
I would have to find a new occupation

How would it improve my life more directly?
People close to me would be less paranoid about what I say and would hopefully not read into my words things that are not there.

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Thursday, June 3rd, 2010
9:05 am - <3
He's moving out and I'm terrified.
I know I'm replaceable.
I'm so sure that all he ever really needed was the company every now and then.

I also know that it's all in my head and it's not like that at all.

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Sunday, May 23rd, 2010
5:56 am - personal note.
Dear Jaynnie (from Jaynnie)

You are actually an amazing person with some awesome ideas. I know that you have trouble getting things down on paper but it’s nothing to be worried about. I think that a lot of your concern for starting something comes from how much you know you have missed through the semester.

At the moment you’re writing up your humanistic-existential assignment and you wrote a lot off the top of your head (500 words) on a subject you’ve only spent 27 hours on (combined lecture time).

Now, I know you’ve run out of steam and you’re thinking of stopping for tonight and finishing it tomorrow BUT I don’t think you should, I think you need to hammer out the rest and start with your referencing as soon as you can.

In the future I think we need to work out a better system. You’re actually really quite enjoying this, just as you did the last one and you do wish that you could have more time to ponder over things and learn new things that you’re just discovering.

I want you to be aware of the reason you’re writing this, it’s so that when you read it you’re aware of how not scary it is to do this sort of thing.

So far you’ve been at it for 9 hours (not a solid nine hours), if we want to include breaks and distractions it’s possibly more like 6 or 7 hours, when you think of it like that why did you not start this ages ago?

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12:12 am - I know I'm tired.
On trying to introduce the topic of self actualisation/fulfillment this is what I wrote

A firmly held and shared belief regarding what most people want from life is the idea of fulfilment. The church suggests that this can be found through serving God and following his word, teachers will often suggest that this can be done by achieving an ‘A’ grade and many fast food restaurants will suggest this can be achieved by eating their food.

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Saturday, May 22nd, 2010
11:31 am - Writer's Block: The second time around
Do you think it's possible to fall in love with the same person twice in a lifetime? Or do you believe everyone gets just one chance to make it or break it?

The problem with falling in love twice with some one is that you could probably never be quite sure who you were loving, the person you fell in love with the first time round or the person they are now.

In saying that however I don't actually believe you 'fall out of love'. I believe that if you have at some point loved some one, it's not possible to completely sever that. however it may not be that person, the person they are in that moment you love but the idea of what they once where when you first started to love them.

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Thursday, May 13th, 2010
10:09 pm - <3 Adom
I want you to know that I love you very much. I know that you're an amazing person ful of amazing good.
Mr, I love you.

Thank you for the wonderful day we've had today. we did some work, I did some cleaning and we played some games.
I love our kids.

mnjedl;lo myu n amed iksx eddssdQQ.
-Hello my name is Jess.

That was Jess. Her feet are a bit big for typing.

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Tuesday, May 11th, 2010
3:09 pm - yes.
Friday and Saturday were amazing.

I don't think I can ever thank you enough.

I love you Adom.

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